The world is still sleep and silence
They didn't realized what's going on
They didn't know that they are going to die
You see how much human made mistakes
And then see now how the result is
Will I sacrifice with myself?
Against the war and then hide
Well, no one's perfect anyways
The world is still sleep and silence
Did I make many mistakes?
God will know how much are they
It doesn't make any sense if we never fix them
And non-sense if we let them go
What a complicated through the life
Since I born, I learned, I touched the sky
I met my mom, my dad, my family
They are the biggest thing for me
How I really care with them
I just can't keep on my eyes open
I just can't breathe
The world is still sleep and silence

Labels: Poems

its not time to make a change
just relax take it easy
now, we are standing here
waiting for the kingdom calls
how can i survive it?
its so hard but take it slowly
we'll just wait, nothing to do, what would it be?

look at me, im in tears
there's a fear which is too near
when i look back
i didnt see and it wasnt very clear
when i go travel around
i saw something new and i found
reality of this life until underneath

we only hope
we'll get the best things we ever felt it
wait and see, looking forward, try to find something new
when the sun goes ahead, spend the time to make a change
now, we face the real life, it is hard to explain
oh, what would it be?

its not time to make a change
just relax take it easy
now, we are standing here
waiting for the kingdom calls
how can i survive it?
its so hard but take it slowly
we'll just wait, nothing to do, what would it be?

we only hope
we'll get the best things we ever felt it
wait and see, looking forward, try to find something new
when the sun goes ahead, spend the time to make a change
now, we face the real life, it is hard to explain
i know i have to face

Labels: Poems

roads in the field
flowers in the garden
far away away from my field
with the green thick grass
called the ground
i feel like no sound
but then i try to shout it out
no one hears
here im in fears
come on now i know the situation is
angels come from the sky
keep moving, keep flying
all the way down to the road
i say "help me, right now im stuck"
their kindness has one of the kind
you tell me that im lost
lost highway
flowers, keep in touch with the ground
roads, keep in rapped with the soiled

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when i grow up, there was a fear
when i stir up, it wasnt clear
when i wake up, i feel like no sounds here
it was all dissapear
i hear some kind of ticking of clocks
i found some doors, but they were all locked
you scare me tonight, i cant hold you tight
i cant believed it, you were returned to be a ghost
lamps and doors
look into the floor
i dont want to do it more
lamps and doors
stand up with one toe
come here to me
you'll be safe here
after all, lamps and doors
i looked out of the window
there was no snow
lamps and doors
you know i just cant hide
from anything that you give to me
but then when i looked to you
it was really meant to be

Labels: Poems

this city is so crowded by people
who are living in this town for a long time
i've been living here around 15 years and many things happen to me
and i have to face up
against the child, against the old
i never see those faces before
im so glad to meet them
i doubt if there's somebody wants to overtake this beautiful thing
i cant leave you now
oh no
there's something you will know
oh no
but yourself never show
misery i cant be expected
poverty that sick of heart
miserable and horrible feelings
i thought i was going to be created
i doubt there is an end of the basic
and it must pass through and make it all better
nobody asking which way they're going
nobody walked out around today
probably there's something coming to the town
i doubt if there's someone disturb about this
i cant explain what happens from beginning
i dont want this was last for me
no i dont want to
oh no
there's something you will know
oh no
but yourself never show
oh no
the best thing i've ever learned
oh no
it came to myself in return
oh just let it flow

(20/6/08)

Labels: Poems

i wonder i am still be free to me
i guess im so being in here
all things that i've ever learned from many people who taught me patiently
i'll carry them to be with me and i doubt there will be a misery around
lying on the grass
thinking about my past
i dont care what people saying about me
and in many ways
i think they just critizied me too much and i cant tell
just leave me alone instead
no worries
or i would be dead
without my knees
am i just get returned?
i better to run away to the pond
i just dont know what to do
i second that i must be drawn
if you feel it like that too
and so im taking this chance
im about to go

without my knees (18/06/08)

Labels: Poems

all these small things can be reach out
open up your eyes before your eyes will close by itself
nobody ask you to know about you more
the last thing what i can do is escape myself from home
i try myself to run away and i couldnt stuck in here
the thing that i felt of i guess im fine
surrounded by the birds flying around my head
i walk on star i find you
run through away to the moon
and the sun, i cant see those bright stars
though why you follow me tonight?
if there's no one can see me
because no lights above
i try myself to run away and i couldnt stuck in here
the thing that i felt of i guess im fine
the night nears to me now
the beauty has came to you

(20/5/08)
pake piano.. hmm yaa suka sih lagunya. tapi yaa standar sih datar gitu... hehehe

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with you
there's no place to hide away
make the time to stay connected
'cause i always feel alone
with you
i feel so happy
you make me smile each day
like butterfly jumping from the flower
with you
i feel like surrounded by people
lovely town
i adore
i don't want to make you sad
tears go down and straight and never stop
for today and tomorrow
with you
i always tell you why i'm not being here
even though i'm sad
i'm lonely
but its okay
deers with snow without a coat
but they are trying to find their home
i never never felt like this before
'cause i don't want to make you sad
with you

(4/5/08)

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he forgot his mind
to change and back up to the time with his life
but now it's already happen
and people knows
nobody thoughts you're change personality
nobody cares if you change your identity
you made your big mistakes now in your life
i tell ya who did began it first?
i was wondering if you're being playboy
but yes you're playboy man
another condition has been stuck in my head
and i just cant let it go
you're the worst people i've ever seen before
i thought we're suppose to be until the end
but you care with another girl
you said you never had a girlfriend
and you didnt realize that
your girl is in front of you
watch your wings if you can be it through
i dont know what im going to do
at least now i know the fact
i was wondering if you're being playboy
but yes you're playboy man
another condition has been stuck in my head
and i just cant let it go
you're the worst people i've ever seen before
i thought we're suppose to be until the end
but you care with another girl

playboy man (24/04/08)

Labels: Poems

when the life is none
there are have to be so much reasons
if the sky is red
the life is none
the life is none and i can't stay away
you never realized
about what you did
wherever its small
and again you make
lot of mistakes
you may got to know more about the situation
we as the people
living in the earth
with so much reasons
when the life is none
the life is none and i can't stay away

lagu ini sebenernya aneh banget, susah ngartiin maksud dari lirik ini apa.. tapi yang jelas petikan dari senar d,g,b dengan chord e,a,b
(9/4/08)

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now i'm standing on the floor and silence
i see all things about me
do i care for myself today?
if there's no tomorrow, i can't say
i took off my jacket into my bed
i'm feeling cold right now
without granting innocence
im going out to feel the rain

there's nobody around me now
i feel so lonely
i touch the strings to play the song
i try to apologize before its too long
and the way i try so hard for myself
as a girl or as a boy
sometimes youth peoples can be nice
and sometimes never be the same

and its all come back to me then
i do it this for myself
what i did was wrong
i try to apologize before its too long
when i write this song
i feel my heart like a melody
there's no words i cant say
my heart is empty anyway

there's nobody around me now
i feel so lonely
i touch the strings to play the song
i try to apologize before its too long
and the way i try so hard for myself
as a girl or as a boy
sometimes youth peoples can be nice
and sometimes never be the same

and its all come back to me then
i do it this for myself
what i did was wrong
i try to apologize before its too long
when i write this song
i feel my heart like a melody
there's no words i cant say
my heart is empty anyway

(barusan nyoba sih cocoknya di G Em C D)hmm yaa tau ah ngasal :P, ngulang2 ampe akhir.
(09/03/08)

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he made his authorities
and pointed to the people who were not mistaken
he told all lies
actually he didn't know what happened
he didn't realize what he did to them
with the face so ugly
now he is well known as beautiful man
and he try to know and understand
with himself as a beautiful man
come on shake our hands
one jars one cake
everybody must have mistakes
every breath you take
and the air to make differences
a man a girl
they are holding hand
and wasting time
beautiful man
oh beautiful man
(27/2/08)
ngaco banget nulisnya.. kayak ga niat T-T

Labels: Poems

februari - maret - april - mei! ya ampun berapa bulan lagi.. cepet banget waktu ya kayaknya. belom2 uda 2008 aja.. gw aja masih inget masa2 2007 tahun kemaren *alah.. secara pas tahun baru 2006 gw masih inget banget entah kenapa... zzzz

minggu2 ini banyak ulangan! nilai2 rata2 remed semua! mengecewakan *padahal uda belajar*kecuali musik grrrr

baidewei kayaknya gw uda 3 minggu belom posting lagi yah.. terakhir tanggal 3 feb.. sekarang 24 feb! wew.. *gausah dibaca yang paragraf ini*

aaaaaaah pusing tugas! karya tulis lah, test ini lah, itu lah, pr2 juga waduuuh.. belom juga uan didepan mata nanti, dan ternyata pas kemaren gw denger dari guru. uan dulu baru ujian semester dan praktek! aaaaaaah.. jangan sampe bentrok tanggal 21mei! huhuhu james blunt :(

minggu ini sempet bikin lirik ga jelas banget...

the trees always have their leaves
the sun always shine
i sleep under those leaves
on the needles
so what time should i do it this for you?
i'm waiting in here
let the leaves swing low
should i meet you today?
like birds flying for free
i see them in the sky
what a beautiful evening
on the autumn season
you walk away to my place
with your sweet smile
swing me to the sky
the memories that we've been through
about us
stick around the edge
i run away of nowhere
lost another part of earth

(leaves 22/2/08)

PS : thank you very much siblings! i miss you all.

Labels: Mine, Poems

#1
C Am
those things what i see right now
F G
are meaningful and worth
C Am
every second and each day
F G
i always come around
C Am
when you here and passed me by
F G
with broken heart feeling
C Am
and when the time you're leaving me
F G
you just go without a reason
#2
C Am
what you did and what you do
F G
i never see at all
C Am
why are the skies now never blue?
F G
'cause everything changes
C Am
and other many reasons why
F G
but now we can't go
C Am
let me show you how i feel
F G
if you want to make it slow

chorus :
C Am
'cause i need you right now
F G
but now its all too late
C Am
'cause i know the reasons why
F G
but now its just over
C Am
'cause i never see you again
F G
though now you are leave me
C Am F G
and the time just goes so fast

#2 - chorus

bridge

Dm7 G
many peoples that i know
C Am
i see with my eyes
Dm7 G
something hurt until your toe
C Am
and you make them cries
Dm7 G
several peoples that i care
C Am
where do i find them?
Dm7 G E
or maybe what you called too much?

chorus 2x

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sebenernya ini lagu, tapi ditulis poems juga mungkin cocok kali haha(ngasal)
ga sengaja banget malem2 nemu chordnya : C Am F G trus pas di bridge nya D7 G C Am E (sumpah ngasal abis... haha)

Labels: Poems

after the minutes left i was wondering
about scare things happened
the man was stepped out off the wall
walking through to the stars so high in space
he thought he could be a shadow-man
flew high as high the skies above
the woman saw something left below
beyond the land those were golds
she never knew what she did
before she took all those golds
oh, they never know what they did before they wanted to
know about something new
which is special
and miracle
let's discover
about things
which are rare to shown
on public
let's make things together
start from the basic
and fade away

Labels: Poems

it's hard to take a picture with you
i guess you're going to be famous man
imagine if you are sleeping right now
your face was like a postman
and i'm beside you right now
never be talkative
and never be quiet
oh wonderful man
wonderful man
you touch my skin so easily
and through to my body
i hope i will get you in the end
wherever now far far away
it's only my imagination
on wonderful man
wonderful man
i wanna be your girl
like i wanna be your woman
oh wonderful man
wonderful man
yes, you are the man
like i imagine too long
'cause i never satisfied what i've done with myself
'cause i never did mistakes to you
oh wonderful man
wonderful man
i wanna be your girl
like i wanna be your woman

Labels: Poems

She used to be a man working alone in the street
But now she don't
She had a little problem with her wife, Alysa
But now it is all over
What she was started to do
To be herself as a girl
What she was started to say
About what she did in her life
Get back, get back
Back to the place where you lived in
He used to be a sassy girl in Norway
But now he never do that again
He had broke up with his husband
'Cause of trouble maker
But now it is all done
What he was started to do
To be himself as a boy
What he was started to say
About what he did in his life
Get back, get back
Back to the place where you belonged
They meet in NYC
Walking on Town Square road
Suddenly the girl falling down to the boy's shoulder
And then faith
At the end they get fall in love
Get back, get back
Back to the place where you lived in
Get back, get back
Back to the place where you belonged

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i was inspired the song "get back" the beatles... (jadi ikut2 gitu deh judulnya... tapi isinya beda kok) :p iseng2 nulis2 di kelas pas guru sedang berbicara :D

Labels: Poems

Everyday I always say hello hello hello
Every night I always say goodbye goodbye goodbye
Every time I always say one two three four
Every second I always feel my heart beat beat beat

So, I'll tell you
There is a building
It is so high
Maybe higher than skies above us
Well, you never know the story
'Cause I never know what other words that I have to say to you
These words are have beautiful meanings

There is something I have to say
But now I feel dizzy
There is something that I want to talk about
But now I feel sorry
'Cause its now about situation that i have been through
Another new condition like birds always moving around
Always change the place

Every Single day I always see peoples outside
Every hour I always call peoples to come to my house
Every time I always feel doom, don't know why for thinking about that
Every blah blah blah I always blah blah blah (long story)

There is something I have to say
But now I feel dizzy
There is something that I want to talk about
But now I feel sorry
'Cause its now about situation that i have been through
Another new condition like birds always moving around
Always change the place

Labels: Poems

when its all disappear
everything seems so clear
everyone is gone
don't know way to move on
don't know how to solve
why could this happen to me?
could you give me one chance to live again?
i think 1 day is not just enough
those memories are still in my brain
when i see your skin
im feeling a good touch from you
its make me sweet
until my heart speechless
kiss doesn't make any sense
hug doesn't have meaning too
i dont need anything about romance
i just need my mother
my father
my sister
my brother
my family
when they all come around me
and i felt really missed those moments that we've been through
it was such a great memory
look, the clock is ticking
it will become so fast
and then the world will become an earthquake
oh God,
dont let these things happen to us
i just can close my eyes and make dreams come true
i have never satisfied
when everything is just here and go
here and fade
available and not
the street is so rough
while you drive a car and then got an accident
until you make tears in your eyes
afraid about sadistic happen
and now you're fade away
i was sad on that day
its all disappeared
everything seems so clear
the sun is rising from west side
i regret now its all too late
its too late of having you
before the world will ends

Labels: Poems

stabbed back at the corner
thinking about you
i hope this is not a chance for me
its nothing to be about it
and realize that you are the trouble
sometimes i feel like no one notice me
dont have anything to do with it
and everytime i think about it
it always lose on my mind

i ever said that i cant do it this time
the right thing that i want to say is
suddenly i fall down before something is hurting me
and killing me inside
i cant decide between all these things
i even cant consider anything to it

because you're the only one i need
yes you are the only one i need
because you're the only one i see
yes you are the only one i see
because you're the only one i pain
yes you are the only one i pain
'cause you know until the end
until you know the end of the world

Labels: Poems